关于有缘无分这个问题.....
自己以前从来没想过太多,也从来没真正定义过这个词语..
当一切倒带后会又回到出发的原点然后再重新去审视这个问题的时候才发现,
时空会让你产生一种错觉,
如果原来谁先开口那该多好...
如果原来谁不退学的话那又该多好...
如果真的有如果,
或许我们现在可能会不同..
或许5年以后再见面真的来的很迟..
或许...
我也可以觉得很可惜么...
......
今天天气真正好~~~
温暖的阳光照耀着明媚的我~~
据说最高有20°C..真是冬天里难得的温暖...
我今儿一大早就起了..因为要去体检..嘿嘿..
可能晚上没睡好吧,我起来就头挺疼..跟脑震荡似的疼...
不过丝毫没影响俺的情绪...
检完了之后..西西.....
当然是直冲麦当当~~~我饿啊~~~
进去就点了个全餐...爽也~
咦....为什么我的头不疼了...真的!!
然后吃完了还没饱..再来个我的最爱 — "猪柳蛋~"
"卖完了.."
靠..... 那吃薯条贝..反正我也爱!
完了再来个珍宝三角带走...嘎嘎~~
今天的早餐吃的我"价格不斐"....呵..开心就好...
坐我对面有一外公和孙女..
这场景我想到小时候了,也这样,外公带我吃冰淇淋..
很可爱..很慈祥..很温馨...
当逝去的岁月已经不在,珍惜眼前吧..
我现在很少去看外公..哎 : (
真的有点不想长大,那是我当时猛然的感觉..
因为从前的纯真好象再也找不回了.....
I lost a dream just now... Oh……
Some things happenning recently are very magical. Even I myself no dare believe..
Unexpectedly I chat and use my very bad English with foreigner for the first time.
Feel very wonderful, at the same time very shy.
Certainly, he has taken the initiative very much, it is really a little unable to accept...
But I feel he is very lovely, but our age is too much difference,
and the distance is so far.
Though he says this is unimportant, but I feel very unrealistic, really.
I am unable to imagine at all...
Only one's own strange English is too disappointing at least!
I think that Istanbul must be very beautiful.
If he and I in how well then of the same of city does it live...
I could not bear very much when deleting the list just now.
This was my first time to write letter in English.
Unexpectedly it will be such a cruel refusal.
Eh..... I will remember you. I am so sorry, Kenan. I will bless you loyally.
Ok, I must face the new thing tomorrow! And then meet my dear K.K. to come back..
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